Thursday, May 12, 2005
this is insane. i am potentially teaching at 2 different colleges for the next few upcoming falls and springs, but if i can't find anything for the summer, i will not make it until fall. i have now applied for a job i never thought i would apply for...security guard. i hate what i see and hear about all types of people who are supposedly "protecting" us and our country. i don't like the government, i don't like the military, and i don't like cops. i have convinced myself that this is somehow different, since it is too decentralized to be of any great harm, and the people i have met seem to be like me, just innocent citizens who want a decent job and who seem incapable of government "service". my grandmother was a security guard for a short time, too, although she wasn't crazy about it, and she is a good person. now i just have to convince myself that the uniforms resemble nothing other than those of generic pilots. i almost prefer what i would wear as a cocktail waitress. at least those are fun =opmadame le professeur at 10:31 PM
