Saturday, May 27, 2006
I am having the strangest dreams lately. I think I always have strange dreams but that I just don't always remember them...so, lately I have been remembering them. The last few have mostly been about me being in love with different older men, sometimes married, that I am really not in love with. Last night, though, I had a dream that I was flying with some people, not in an aircraft of some kind, we were flying (like in Peter Pan). It was fun, except that you could run out of "fuel" or something. We kept worrying that we would fall...and we did (or someone ran out of "fuel" so we all just stuck together and "landed") anyway, we ended up exactly where we were looking for, in a "cave" I guess that was supposed to have treasure. I knew I had found the treasure right away...what could be better than these awesome boots, all in different colours of suede and leather? I don't know who these other people that were with me were supposed to be, but no one else agreed, they all thought there would be more...maybe they were expecting something like Aladdin's treasure in 1001 Arabian Nights? I didn't get to find out, because I woke up. Sometimes I wish you could go back to sleep and finish a dream. That would be nifty. Until then, I probably need to stop rereading Swedish fairy tales! Adjö PIPPI LÅNGSTRUMP!madame le professeur at 11:12 PM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
I am so broke that I just cut my own hair. I think it looks cool (but my face doesn't, since i am not photogenic, especially with no makeup/no eyelashes)! This is about the hair though. My former stylists have said that my hair cannot do this (when I asked about the "Meg Ryan" a couple years ago). Maybe they meant that they couldn't do it. But I did, and I can wear it straight or curly (naturally)...so I can wear it like Meg or Charlize now =o)
madame le professeur at 6:34 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
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madame le professeur at 2:30 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
i added my favorite [ingenting] video to myspace, här kommer solen! here it is :Get this video and more at MySpace.com
madame le professeur at 8:33 PM
i had a dream last night that i was in love with a married man. i have known him for a few years in real life, and i'm not in love with him, nor have i ever done anything to indicate that. i also dreamed that one of my friends who teaches psychology at the same university where i teach became a famous writer, that i was myself at my present age...but in the future i guess? she was much older and had recently died. her latest book was about to be released. i had no prior knowledge of any of her writing, etc., as far as i knew, a week ago, i was 25 and she was 29 and we were having coffee and grading papers...and then she was going out of town for a couple months. but i saw this outdoor commemoration with a picture of (i knew it was her but much older, it was so weird!), and that is when i realised that something weird was going on. i started telling everyone that i know her, that we both live at the gilmore and have coffee once a week, and that i wouldn't be surprised if her book were on either aquinas or kant. i think i was right and shocked everyone, but i can't remember. i remembered so many details that people would have believed me had i been in my 60's? 70's? but they said i was far too young to have known her when she was 30 and teaching, and that the building we supposedly live in is no longer inhabitable, but still stands. i wonder if this will happen in 30 or 40 years?i guess this is what i get for watching strange psychological thrillers. there are two types of movies i like, the ones where the end surprises you, but you understand what happened completely once it's over : (arlington road, the life of david gale), and the ones where you still have to think or rewatch the movie to get everything (donnie darko, memento, the butterfly effect). stay was like this last group of movies. i think one day when i have more spare time and more money, and i don't completely remember the plots, i will rent all of these over again and take notes. this is what i did for fun when i was younger (at friends' parties), one thing that i believe sharpened my analytical skills and my ability to see different perspectives in various situations in life. this is a good skill to have in every area of life...and much better than having an affair!
madame le professeur at 2:31 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
barbaro (my first choice!) won the kentucky derby.madame le professeur at 5:53 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
this is what the board looked like at the end of the semester. i really like the tree and the bird.
madame le professeur at 11:20 PM
easily distracted: yesterday i was just going to check the weather channel to see the (outside) temperature, and it was still on CBS from watching CSI? or something. sometimes when i see something on tv that i know is popular but don't know why, i watch for a few minutes to see what makes people watch it. young and the restless managed to distract me for about 15-20 minutes (until the next commercial break), long enough to know that i had no chance of catching the 11:45 bus, so i just planned on taking the 12:45 bus. nikki was shot! i think everyone, even people that don't watch soap operas know her (and susan lucci). but the really interesting thing was that these soap operas are nothing more than episodes of "high class jerry springer!" this is one of the most popular things on tv these days. anyway, taking the bus has forced me to be more organized in leaving "on time." unlike when driving, you can't make a bus speed, and they only come once every hour, so you have to take it when it comes. it also might come early or late (unlike in europe). my subconscious covinced me to daydream more almost making me miss the last possible stop i could have taken before getting too far or maybe even lost the other day. so i realized that my subconscious is lazier in that way (with nothing to focus on like there is with driving), which might be dangerous, though not as dangerous as daydreaming for even a minute when driving (what gets me in trouble and keeps my car in the shop getting repaired). i still think i prefer the conveniences that driving allows. and although the dangers are probably more serious, the mental activity it provides to keep me from daydreaming is even more serious.madame le professeur at 1:04 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
this lady needs help!madame le professeur at 3:09 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
go to :job predictor.com to see what you should really be doing with your life.
i have been debating what i will finally end up doing, and i think...sometimes the answer doesn't come until later, and sometimes you can't listen to other people, you have to follow your own heart, and sometimes, you can't take life too seriously. according to this, i should be a "professional tramp..." and i still think what i thought before.
madame le professeur at 7:03 PM
the other day, i used my curling iron then needed to cool it off quickly to pack it to go away from the weekend. i promised myself that i would only put it in the refrigerator for a few minutes and remember to take it out as soon as it was cool. but i forgot all about it...for 3 or 4 days! i only remembered when i was looking for some fruit or something after i came back. how did i not miss my curling iron for that time? the really scary thing is that this is not the scariest thing i have done lately!madame le professeur at 6:53 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
i have been taking the bus all week as the result of another wreck during our "hurricane" the other day. this time it was also caused by a large object in the road (probably a part from a vehicle), but this time it only involved one car (mine) and the object. i thought i might be imagining this object until i saw the effect it had on my car later. i wasn't.madame le professeur at 4:34 PM
my weather says it is currently 47 F...that doesn't seem right. in my apartment this morning, my alarm clock said 74 F. how does it go from 74 F in the morning to 47 F in the afternoon? (and i have my air on high in my apartment). 47 F must be a mistake! it also feels like 74 F, because i am comfortable in short sleeves. i am also seeing things that aren't real lately, so maybe it's just that.madame le professeur at 4:29 PM
